What's been going on lately...........

So I know it has been a while since I posted anything........for those of you who read my blog I'm sorry. So much has been going on and I haven't had the time really and then I kinda forgot about it for a while too. 

So for an update: The kids started softball, and then the littlest one came to me and told me that it wasn't in her heart to play this year(LOL) and I let her quit. Not something good to do I know but she really really didn't want to play this season. 

Also, I've been on a new venture I've been making all-natural bath and body stuff. Like bath salts and body butter and soap. Hopefully I can get them lined out and start selling them on a regular basis. It took me what seemed like forever to find a name for my business/store on Etsy that I will be opening soon. Creations of a Country Witch!! It came to me one day on the way home from a softball game. I thought it seemed very fitting!!  LOL  


I had a wonderful Beltane and am thinking of keeping the Beltane spirit going all season. It is a time of learning for me and normally this time of year is really hard on me being as though May 2nd is the anniversary of my father's death. I'm normally too depressed to even want to poke my head out the door for a few days. But this year, Thank the Goddess, I was better, somewhat, I still miss my dad and wish he was here to share everyday life with, but I don't feel like I'm losing my grip on reality anymore on the day of his death. 


So while drinking my morning cup of Joe, I'm in a contemplating mood. Where from here do I go, What is my main calling as far as spiritually speaking and how will I obtain the seemingly unobtainable??  Haven't yet figured it all out but I'm growing and learning and trying to navigate my way through. 

I've started really working on me, physically and spiritually speaking. I recently ordered some good herbs from my friend Dee, at The Green Eyed Owl. I've been taking a more natural approach to taking care of myself, I ordered some tea from her to boost my immune system, because I catch everything coming and going. I ordered some other loose herbs to make another tea with, to help me cope with having Urinary Tract issues all the time for the last almost 2 years now. So I have been trying to take care of my physical self that way along with diet some. In ordering the herbs I ordered some really good incense to open my third eye which I feel I need now. Lately I've been feeling like I got disconnected somehow from my path and where I need to be in the spiritual aspect. 

I had a really good conversation with a friend of mine the other day about meditation. I have the hardest time trying to quiet my mind, in order to successfully meditate, but she told me if my mind wouldn't hush to listen to it while meditating and maybe I needed to listen to what my mind had to say. So I will have to give that a try and see if it works better for me. Hopefully so!!

I've been missing my coven sister's lately too, but I have to remember that we all have a mundane life and things that we have to do and can't always be with each other as bad as we may want to be. I guess sometimes I just wish we all lived closer and could be together always, but that's an unrealistic wish and I know it. Just seems like we don't see enough of each other any more. 
Maybe when we are old and retired and the kids are grown and moving on with their lives then we can all live in a cottage somewhere cozy back in the woods near nature and the faeries. If I'm gonna dream may as well dream big huh!!


I ordered a deck of oracle cards not too long back and really haven't done a thing with them, I need to, they called to me for a reason and I need to learn to listen more than I do. I'd say my mind won't hush because I don't ever listen and perhaps if I did I might would learn a few things about my self that I didn't already know. Who knows?? 

So any of you that have any suggestions on anything I touched on today don't hesitate to comment, but please let's keep it positive and bounce our idea's back and forth. 

As always thanks for reading some of my crazed thoughts and many blessings to you and yours!! )O(