Trying

Well today as I write, I'm a bit agitated. I have had this seemingly there to stay back pain for days now and it seems as though no matter what I try to do to ease it is is to no avail. It also seems that every time I try to ease the pain it only gets worse. It really is beginning to make me very angry, I suppose that is the way I cope when it comes to pain, instead of just giving in and letting it cripple me so to speak. 

So it comes to me today, a grand Ah ha moment, I was reading a fellow blogger's blog and there it was, I already knew about it but hadn't given it any thought. So I am now in the process of making some Cayenne Salve. Hopefully in a few hours when it is done and ready to use I can get some relief!!! 

I'm excited to report that my amazing husband took a night off from work on Thursday, while home he did some outside chore's that needed to be done and bless his heart he built me a raised bed for my herb garden. I was so excited!! I'm glad to say that my dear herbs look much more happy in their new home and I'm hopeful they will grow big and strong!!! 

So sorry that the first half of today's blog is more or less bitching, but I needed to get it off my chest!! Have a great weekend and many blessings to each and everyone of you!!!

Love and Light
Shawna
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