Kinda stressed out rant

     
    Well today, I woke up to my husband telling me that he thought my alarm hadn't went off yet and I was gonna be late. But it hadn't went off yet, I still had 3 minutes. I got up and got him some sinus medicine and used the bathroom.......I still have a sinus infection and my head is all clogged up, nothing can be done about that though. I came through the house and started my coffee and turned on my computer, checked my E-mail accounts and my Facebook. Nothing to really note except that it is Jessica and Momma Donna's birthday's today, Jessica is 17 and Momma is 52. I read a post from Tracy to Jessica and it got me all teary eyed. 
   
   I woke the kids up they seem to be in a good mood today so I'm glad about that, it means no arguing this morning......it's 6:33 now so in a little while I have to take the kids to the bus and come back and try and figure out what is going on with our federal return.....we could really use the money right now, we need a hot water heater...ours has a huge hole in it and is trying to run the well dry, so I'm a little stressed about that, that's all we need is for the well to run dry. 

We also have to pay my truck payment and the electric bill that is sky high and when I first saw the bill I almost had a cow but I had to realize that in moving we really have saved money even though it doesn't seem that way with all the bills coming in and stuff. But we have......we no longer have to pay rent which was 400 a month and we don't have to pay for heating oil and that was like 200 a month and the IRS is paid too so that's another 300 we are saving.....but some how in all the saving we are still struggling.......a lot of it is that my husband is having a hard time at work getting loads and stuff and so that makes the payday situation a little tough.....before the first of the year his payday's were like 2200 after taxes and now they are like 1100 so I mean yea we have saved money but we also are not bringing in as much as we were either. 

 Lately I've been feeling I really need to do something.....I had this idea to do an online store but got to looking last night at prices and things and realized it will be expensive and I need to research it some more......I feel a little overwhelmed with my lack of doing things whether it be at home or abroad. 

I really want to start doing something, I want to work towards some type of information and acceptance of Paganism here in the community but have no idea where to start and who to talk to about it. I think that all people regardless of what religion they follow should have access to worship and follow their religion freely, just am not sure how to go about accomplishing this around here. 

Just got the kids off the bus and back home.....I took a nap earlier and it wasn't so much as restful as it was......ummm can't think of the word.......well just weird.

Oh and I feel really stressed out about our taxes......they told us yesterday that we would get them today but no, we didn't....hopefully really soon though.

I think I'm gonna fix tuna cakes for dinner.....just not sure what to fix with it.....


I haven't been very productive today at all.....Just kinda feel icky and not really got the energy for it......

I watched a few YouTube video's today on herbs......I'm gonna start using them medicinally....they have got to work better than the pharmaceutical medicine does because I've been taking it for ever and the illness' always seem to come back.....Found a website to order bulk herbs from too.....at good prices..




Sorry for all the randomness........Just getting things off my chest and out of my head......

Brightest Blessings
Earthchild
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